Me- "Hello - it's me!" Them - "Who is that?" Me - "I deserved that" Them - "Go away!!" Me - "NO, I'm taking my life back!" So I've been lost for awhile and today I found myself again. I have been letting THEM take control and run my life.......and the "ME" let it happen. I have no excuses, just the same thing that always happens. I let others lead me and I stop leading myself. I stopped saying "I'm first" but today I realized they will take whatever I give them and will NEVER give back more or the same that I give them; they will NEVER be able to give me what I can give myself and they will NEVER care about me! I have to get back to caring about myself. So today I reminded myself who is #1 in my life - ME! I have wasted 2 weeks of my 24 week Ironman training plan, I have gained WAY too much weight and I'm VERY much out of shape. April 2017 will be here before I know it and I had go...