I have officially wasted the past 27 weeks, since Ironman Texas. Which is exactly what I said last year I would not let happen. Well at this point all I can do is begin to move forward and get my shit back together. So now I have 26 weeks till Ironman Texas 2018. The good or I guess bad, is I'm not the only one, there are lots of people that have the same history. So what I can do: Admit that I fell off the wagon - I screwed up but I'm not a screw up. Yep 27 weeks to realize that is a long time but it use to take years. So what do I need to do, I need to get back on track, follow the plan, do the time. A made a promise to myself a long time ago that I was going to get healthy and take care of myself which is exactly what I need to do. I forget, very often, everything I have accomplished and even more that I want to accomplish. Be the person you want to be!