Hard to believe 2019 is right around the corner. Hard to believe I have been unemployed for 5 business days (not counting holidays or weekends). I wonder when I'll stop reaching for the 2nd phone or dreaming about P1/P2's? I am FREE and I'm excited and scared at the same time. I worry about finances but the hubby says we are ok so I need to be confortable too. My new job is to keep the house ready for sale, seems easy right, not! My 2nd job is to fix myself - heal mentaly and become happy with myself again, I have let my job take that from me.....I started out controlling it but that did not last. My 3rd job is to figure out what I want to do next for a real job, I know that I do not want to be in IT or be a manager and I would like to back into human services. I have started journaling again and started to be more consistent with my workouts. Goal 1 is to lose weight. Until we sell our house and move, I don't want to register for any ...