Today I decided that I would not race in Ironman Austin 70.3 this weekend. I'm not happy about the reason I have decided not to race but right now I'm letting work be more important. This will NOT become a habit and this doesn't mean taking the rest of the year off because Ironman Texas training starts in 3.5 weeks. I WILL NOT let work change my decision to do Ironman!!!
It's now been 6 weeks of steady exercise, including sticking to the routine while on travel to India. My eating habits have wandered a bit but I know what I need to do. Recently I have decided that I'm going to live the life I want and not what everyone else wants. All my life I have been ruled by someone else making decisions, telling me what to do or wanting to make the right decisions to please everyone else but not really doing what I want. I realized the 1st time I made a decision / choice for myself was when I met my now husband and decided to marry him; 22 years later it still is the best decision I made. He has always supported me; which is something that is unusual for me an it's taken me awhile to realize this. I've always played life safe rather than risking and following my dreams/desires. Triathlon was my 2nd decision, by me and for me. I have neglected those desires because of work pressures. I realize that my current job wil...
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