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Getting lost

I'm lost.....I'm off track.....having a hard time finding my way.....getting back on track.  It happens, right?  You think when you have a plan that you can stick to it and keep moving.  I haven't done a very good job of that the past few weeks.....this week was really bad, haven't worked out yet this week, I say yet because Saturday and Sunday are still possible.  

I've said it before, I have this problem a few weeks before a race, just can't stay on track.  This week more so than normal because of a disruption in my routine.  I have to learn to figure this out and how to not fall so far off track.  Going forward it becomes even more important.  I have to learn to fight back.....right now not sure I feel like fighting.

So have I screwed up.....don't know.....do I want to quit.....sadly at times.....can I still do this.....don't know.....have I given up...................................I don't know that answer yet, let me sleep on it.  But that is the real answer isn't it!  

Sigh - tomorrow is a new day!

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